EXCITED !

Finally, tomorrow is the Thursday I have been looking forward to but I’m having a mixed feeling about it now. Hope everything came out well and nice. hoho , will let ya know what is it about and hopefully, you all read English newspaper so can understand what I’m talking about.

Have lots of thing to write about but I’m currently quite busy with school stuff. Alot of comfirmation and decision to make and my team so far is going quite well. Guess what, I attended SINGFEST! Will upload photos next time and talk more about what is happening in my life.

I bought a new mouse. It’s dame fucking small! It’s cute though.

WAR

YOU YOU !YA, YOU! You’re a fat fat biatch, a tremendously fat woman living on a good life. You don’t deserve that at all. You should perish and die from all your fats u got. And having a sandpaper on your chest, making all the guys intend to sex with you get DISGUSTED. You’re useless like a piece of paper, your brain is juicy and fat too! You the mostgross piece of useless, cheap, biatch, retard, humongous shit that I have ever seen. I just hope your plane will land to a place like “LOST”. Please DIE FOR THE SAKE OF all Singaporean! You’re using all the stuff which you don’t deserve.

For the one whom he should know who is he. You are just as good as that biatch, hope you will realise that when you die. You are same as her, everytime I thought of what you have done, just make me so darn *roll eyes*. You’re just like a typical stabber. Do you agree with me now? BACKSTABBER!

DIE FOR GOD SAKE LAR USELESS PIECES OF “haute couture”!

conflicts

I’m so desperate for alcohol now! arghs. Looking forward for Aug the 7!! haha hope things turn out well.

I saw something just now on the net and I want to tell you all, I’m just so disgusted by “someones”. So immature, kiddy and all the other terms that describe a retard and feeling fab dude. Why all this rubbish just keep flashing around my view, so irritating and dao wei koh. 

School seems alright as for now but I’m sure something going to happen this week. 

My flashback came flashing back again, so flashy right? haha. By the way, I just truely hated him or just want to make him look bad in front of everyone in his life man! Pissed. Useless, disgusting, arshole, should die before 30, suffer depression, unsuccessful career, all the bad things that can happen to him. He should suffer that in his life and knowing how much he had done to suffer all this. CURSE HIM WITH ALL MY LIFE! 

My life is great now although I can find loneliness within me but I’m happy and carefree. I doesn’t need to stress anymore besides work and studies. I just hated everyone whom somehow or somewhere block my way to my own life. wl you should get a life.

TOMORROW IS A BETTER DAY ! because it’s TUESDAY =p

M.I.C

British Columbia model Diana Gabrielle O'Brien, of Salt Spring Island

I was quite horrify to overheard a news from someone while working at shoot today and obviously all the models in the room was like so shocked. Silence.

A British Columbia model was murder at her apartment early this month and was reported on news that she was defencing herself from a robbery. Guess how old he that guy who killed her? 18 ! wtf lor stupid immature m.i.c monkey. He robbed her apartment but was found out by Diana and during the struggling he stabbed her with a fold-ableknife. Funny part is he went off and went back to the apartment and took Diana LAPTOP, JEWELERIES and some of her belongings. Weird part is that her modelling agency was closed down and ran away after the murder occurred. Come on la, to me the explaination that the local police gave was so unbelievable lor. Diana was having a contract with a agency for 3 months but was planned to go back to Canada earlier as she was very unhappy and disappointed when she arrived at Shanghai. SOOOOO sad, its was few more weeks before she could go back to her home and to her boyfriend. She actually choose modelling careerthan her boyfriend but they still together went she came to China lar.

Discussion about the model murder was everywhere. Safety of the Olympic games, modelling industry in China etc. There were quite a few article online and they mention quite a lotabout modelling industry in China. I was disappointed and angry towards how they treated foreign models. Hardly you will see Chinese models being treated that way in foreign countries. Modelling is not that easy after seeing and hearing all this kind of stuff. Go search on any search engines about “Canadian model murder in China” to know more. I’m so freaking tired and lazy now. Loves for her, beautiful girl, sad ending of her unhappy journey to the EAST.

What a day

STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID idea of planting new system into our course. Went for a fstupid lesson which lasted for an hour, listening to the lect whom practically mumbling to himself. The lesson schedule was even worst, this week first lesson lasted for an hour, break for 2 weeks, a seminar for 3 hours, break 1 week, another seminar than presentation. Worst to worst, this was the only lesson for Wednesday, how bout that?! 

We had a discussion in class among my mates, this lect was even worst than one of my lect during year 1. Her lesson was like a lullaby. His lesson is totally a freaking scary boredom to us, you can actually feel the boredom.

Going further of bitchiness, which my dear bev suggested for me to do on this boring moment.

FRIENDS are forever. True but that apply to certain people and that doesn’t including me. I have my choice of choosing friends I want and friends which will just be there, for a while/moment. After all, I’m still a friendly and sociable human being. I’ll be nice to you when you be nice to me or else… You can bitch me that I don’t have real friends, good friends, friends which will want to go out with me etc etc. But come on, you don’t know who will betray you at the end of the day.”That’s what a real friend for!” Face the reality people! That will happen like 1 out of 1000 in your life! 

So that is how I protect myself from some stupid scenario. You may find this contradicting but i still have some classic pieces in my wardrobe. 

To me a friends is just like a piece of clothing which u keep in your wardrobe. Classic/staple, r-t-w collection piece, haute couture, street wear.

Classic or staple wear: Who say i don’t have real friends, I HAVE! eg. shu shi, juvena, berverly* 

r-t-w collection: People who comes around in my life eg. school mates, collegues

Haute couture: I like this one, Welcome to the plastic world!

Street wear: HI! BYE!     

There’s another section which I bought on impulse, I jus can’t wait to get rid of them. It calls the impulse wear? haha.

To end my contridiction, who dosen’t throw away or say bye to their own clothes no matter how classic it can be. It’s either now or later part of your life.

Looking forward for this WEEKEND! woo

ps: I’M NOT EMO for your info, just purely bored. And I treat my classic friends very very mean all the time, if I don’t means something is ain’t not right.

Thank you “you”

gosh, I hate html and I just lost my interest to write anything now. Bored with everything now.

school sucks BIG TIME. Disappointing classmates, I dare say and dosn’t mean they’re bad, they’re just nice.  miss my old mates.

By the way, thanks for ”you” whom open n create this for me as i knw nuts about all this stuff. I will stop yearning to you, and why there’s no photo, no decor !  I want a nice one so take your time.